Stupid photoshop bailed on me :( *What the hell does that history error thing on photoshop mean? I spent 7 hours trying to resolve that problem and I literally snapped my laptop in half because of it. Either that or I pulled all my hair off because it won't let me edit anything. Yes that was a figurative not literal. This small circle thingo comes up with a cross.I'm convinced it was corrupted which was BAD! It was pretty cool I guess for a photoshop amateur but I gave up on that poster and had to make a new one which was not as cool as the other one. boo hoo. I'm not a photoshop pro, wish I was. The program is very complex. I'm thinking of taking photoshop courses because even though I'm ranting about photoshop, it's an amazing program!  I went on youtube and I thought heeeey that is so cool...not fair. I want to be able to do things like this one day. 


Amazing guy really
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XrKTynrK5nU


The pressure it ooooooooon man! 
I'm nervous because I don't know if my website is good...I hate receiving criticism. Don't know how to deal with it. Maybe the reason as to why I don't really excel in anything is because I never ask questions...some people think it's a problem asking too many questions but I can tell you now the real problem is not asking anything at all. The bigger problem is that your scared...Max Brooks is right. Humanity's one fundamental flaw is emotion. 


To Do List 
1. Ask questions...people don't bite (actually they do) 
2. Deal with anxiety (riiiight) 
3. When your confidence is shot, build it up gradually (I don't know how) 
4. When your ego is bruised, wait for it to heal (it never does) 


The inside voice in my head is annoying...


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